Poem Request by aL

i sit and think of what to say
i apologize and pray
that you would forgive me
with what i did lately

i hope we could start all over
for its good being friends with someone smarter
i dont really say it or show it
but your special to me believe it

i remember that date we once had
it was a day i was so glad
being with you, just us
i hope we could do it again, i ask

i cant find the words to say to you
because i flee when i see you
i just cant say if im a lover
so ill just sit tight and cowar

im not sure with what i feel
that's why im shy and i sit still
i smile whenever i hear the word "sam"
because its you, the one i cherish like spam